I always have a choice

1. You always have a choice When I told him that I was not going to church anymore so that I can choose to go to church he said, “But Esther, I thought you always had a choice.” That statement is really profound, because it’s really true. We are not bound to our situations; there … Continue reading I always have a choice

Feeling controlled sucks

So I mentioned in another post that I was feeling depressed. Well, today, I cried. I cried for the second time this year because I felt so stuck. My mother turned off the internet today. Why? Because it is her house. It is her internet. She has been saying that she was going to cut … Continue reading Feeling controlled sucks

The Happy Holidays and the Happy Family…..

It's the holidays for sure because I've gained 4 pounds since December 13th! It ain't even Christmas yet! But along with the holiday cookies, dinner parties and graduations(yes, December graduations are becoming quite popular), there's also family..... Where shall I begin? This morning I woke up to one of my sisters, *Rose, arguing with my … Continue reading The Happy Holidays and the Happy Family…..