You said love is painful It really is It hurts to know that we love each other but want different things I'm uncertain about children and marriage You are certain about children and marriage This makes us uncertain about us You believe that I will always choose me and that makes you uncomfortable. You don't … Continue reading Love Hurts
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While I sleep
I see you look at me while I sleep You wonder what lies behind my eyes What could I be dreaming about? You wonder if I dream about you As you watch me sleep in peace so beautifully, You wonder if you bring me joy As you admire my soft brown skin, You wonder if … Continue reading While I sleep
It’s Love.
I'm in love for the first time. And.... It's exhilarating. It's scary. It's powerful. It's joyous. It's kind. It's painful. It's pleasureful. It's sweet. It's passionate. It's spiritual. It's vulnerable. It's sexy. It's patient. It's uncomfortable. It's enlightening. It's forgiving. It's intense. It's peaceful. It's gentle. It's encompassing. It's wonderful. It's overwhelming. It's exciting. It's … Continue reading It’s Love.
Love Letter to Myself
I went to a Galentine's Day party on Sunday and the hostess gave us these cute sheets of paper to write love letters to ourselves. I finally wrote mine today and I wanted to share it. Dear Esther, I love you. I will always love you. I will love you when you're happy and when … Continue reading Love Letter to Myself
Update: Bestie’s Wedding
It's been awhile since I've written and a blog post but I wanted to share the good things that has happened over the past few weeks. Firstly, I got to go home to see my friends and family for my bestie's wedding in Chicago. The wedding was so beautiful and the bride and groom were … Continue reading Update: Bestie’s Wedding
Showing Love on Valentine’s Day
Happy Valentine's Day! For some, this day is a very special day for couples in loving happy relationships or it's a sweet day for mothers who may get a special treat from their sons. For others, it is hell. It is another reminder that they are single and alone. On February 14th, these people may … Continue reading Showing Love on Valentine’s Day
I don’t love God
I don't love God. I came to this realization one morning as I was doing meditation. I was reading "Jesus Calling" a daily devotional, when I actually decided to read the referenced verses. One verse stood out. "You shall love the Lord with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your … Continue reading I don’t love God
It’s Beautiful
"See you're doing it again. You have your walls up" He said with a half smile "I know, I know. I told you I'm trying to work on being vulnerable. You're right." I replied admittedly. "It's okay." He smiled. "It's beautiful." I bashfully chuckled and looked away. That was Saturday night, and his words are … Continue reading It’s Beautiful
Merry Christmas!!!!!
I am so grateful for the holidays and for spending time with family. I love them so much! I know I talk about how annoying they are but in actuality most of the time they are awesome. I don't know what I would do without them. This week, I enjoyed shopping and ice skating with … Continue reading Merry Christmas!!!!!
Thank God for Parents!
We all have our ups and downs within our relationships with our parents. There are moments that we can’t wait to see them after a long semester of college and then there are times when we just can’t stand them. A lot of times, we focus mainly on the problems we have with our parents … Continue reading Thank God for Parents!
Esther Yvette 